life is full of surprises…i know… but why do you have to be one of them?

i think of so many things these past few days… i think about my work, family, friends, plans and you…

okay, so obviously i am so into you… like you invade my mind every minute of the day… i always daydream of you and me in a white sand beach cozying up in a hammock while listening to Mariah Carey’s "My All"… so sweet, sensual, intoxicating… 

but why did you have to leave me like a little beggar on the road?! i only want a bit of your oh-so-precious time… but you are selfish! brute!

you left me maimed… i dunno what to say or how to react to your surprises… i felt dumb… ’twas so silly of me to want you… you were in front of me, yet i couldn’t do shit about it… this just sucks all my guts out…

i guess the friendliest word next to fuck is okay… so i’m just gonna say OKAY! it’s all okay with me… but honestly it still sucks not being able to own you! yeah, OWN you like a toy dog! punyemas, had i known you’d slip through my hand like sand, i would’ve been nicer… but i think i wasn’t so you ran away with that "pusang-gala"! pakyu man! you hit me hard with that!

i know, i should’ve known better!!!

enough of this crap… let me just tell you… i’m now gathering all my energy to flush you out of my system… i’m working hard on it!

well i guess this letter ends here…

Sincerely,

MOI